These past few weeks have been really hard for me. I have not been seeing any changes in my weight what so ever... I know I am eating better than I ever have before really, and cant seem to get rid of any weight. It a roller-coaster right now. In January I was 240, now I am 225, but I was back up to 236 about 4 weeks ago. Now I have managed to get it back down again but I cant get over this 225 barrier. Its pissing me off. On the other hand, I feel better everyday, My workouts are more intense and I can run for longer than I ever have been able to. I ran 5 miles at about 4 mph avg. which i know isn't super fast but Its my fastest and I can get about 2 miles in 20 minutes. I feel awesome, and strong and I know the exercises are doing something but I cant seem to lose any weight. Its getting really frustrating and it makes me want to give up b/c still my clothes fit the same, and I weigh about the same and I just cant get any lower. It blows....

Getting Faster...

Getting Faster and Faster I feel like.... :) I just ran a mile and a half in 15 minutes. :) OUTSIDE! It was nice too cause its a little rainy. It kept me cool. I took Jude for the run and we had a grand time! Last night at the Gym I ran 2 miles in 25 minutes. And the day before I ran a 5K in about 39 minutes. not my fastest but still good. I haven't run a 5K in over 40 minutes which is nice! I am excited about my running lately and i feel like I continue to improve and I feel better about my running, however, I haven't gone anywhere with my weight, just pretty much plateaued. So that sucks, I am sure I need to change my diet and I might lose some weight, but I am way too broke to actually buy healthy food, hell I am too broke to pay my bills. Sucks. But we will try to work everything out. :)

Working out lately has been really hard with how sick Mike is. I always want to go see him. I don't want to work out and then I end up picking something up from a fast food joint and that is just no good!

Oh well other than that, Life is going good, i am thinking about a second job, I for sure need one this summer. :)